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In life love is the most hardest thing to find in most peoples lives! For most love is what drives them. Love is what gives them purpose. Love is what makes the world go round, you know the big blue one Oo For me I love everyone! A friend for years past and to come. A friend I just met and already forgot the name. One who helps in time of need. A hello or maybe a goodbye. Love for me is hard to come by. Why is it so hard to fall in love?! Why do girls worry so much about how thye look so they will be loved? Love for me is a smile that goes on forever when mine does not. A laugh of friendship either at me or with me I just wish to make her happy. Love is complicated even for the most brillient of people. Girls go by high standards even for the best of us guys to handle. Guy do not apprechiate enough for what girls do for us to even say you look beautiful today. I guess both sides girls and boys have tough times. For me how can one who loves all find it in himself to love one? How can I get her to give me a chance to Love my one who I care for so lovingly? My heart achs at a thought of silence between us both. Mind wonders, thoughts embrace sadness, tears form giving sight to sorrow and pain. For the one who knows or maybe forgot of me saying this to her. I Love you!! Wish you were here to hear it. It's hard to love, it's hard to show emotion, it's hard to find the arms that will embrace my emotions and hold me tight. I think of her and that moment. But I fear it will never become true. A dream is just a dream until it comes true, then you realize that it was never a dream at all. Now open your eyes and dream!