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Ok...It's Father's Day and I realy don't care...I've never realy gotten along with my dad. not that he's ever around to try to form a relationship with me, or my step family. they're more of a family then him, of course it could have something to do with them being all girls.....nah, actualy ,I grew up with all boys so maybe it's just because they LOVE ME!! scream ....in fact he's the reason I am the way I am....quiet...afraid to interact with other people.... lonely...deeply depressed all the time. I actualy got to the point of cutting my self very badly many many times...I had to go to counceling for about three months...I guess you could call me a goth....I never realy understude them until I became one myself....infact, alot of my friends are miserable around me because of it! sad ....well....I'm signing out so....good bye....