Has your body, or heart, been under so much stress that it feels as if the strain on your heart could cause it to stop beating, or maybe cause the feeling of shortness of breath. Recently I've been having these problems. There are times when I feel as if I cannot catch my breath, and then there are times when it feels as if my heart is having trouble keeping up its beat. Like it is trying to jump out of my chest for a breath of air. My mind has been so troubled lately with so many things, and I'm having trouble bringing it all into focus, or at least sort it out. Due to such stress I've begun to throw myself into other things that are not so stressful...things that are not signifcant and distract me from my daily life, the life full of the stress that is causing my discomfort.
My thoughts and heart are divided now, and I have grown confused. I am unsure of what I should do and what I want to do. I want to think that maybe I need to take a break from everything...EVERYTHING!, except school and work. If I could only focus on those two things then maybe...maybe I wouldn't be so stressed out. Then again, I donno if that will help or not. :Sigh: Each day brings a new emotion and a new thought that pulls me into a completely different direction than the previous day. So today I may feel this way, but tomorrow I may feel differently. Until I can come up with a consistent thought, I donno if I'll ever straighten things out. : P Why can't life be just a little simpler? Does it always have to be so hard? In any case, I hope that I will be able to pull myself together and hopefully pull myself out of this whirlwind of emotion.
Angel Serene Community Member 
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