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rivers of blood flow high as days of death go by...
sam... :stare:
stare she is so mean she blamed me for something I didnt do.. then after we almost had it all talked out she goes and tells me that I lie... it sucks! I dont remember ever lieing to her... except for that one time when we where really little and I riped her barbies head off... so that means that its not that I'm lieing its that she doesnt believe the things I say. That really hurts my feelings.. I mean if your bvest friend doesnt trust you then who does... who can you trust... why should you trust... why should you live? life sucks.. no one is truly there for you.. you think you have friends but you really dont.. you think you have people that you can talk to and they will listen but you dont.... life sucks thats the end of it...






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Keyblade_Lady
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commentCommented on: Fri Jun 10, 2005 @ 05:21am
If you're talking about Sam Austin, I know EXACTALLY how you feel.... stare I can't even begin to COUNT how many times she's done that to me.... It pisses me off beyond comprehension.


commentCommented on: Fri Jun 10, 2005 @ 03:41pm
Some people can be mean, even your closest friends. But you have to move on and find better ones. Some people stay with you till the end, others don't. It's how it goes. Me...I'm just here. Watching over the people I care about. Trying help them out when possible. That's what I do. Sit back, watch, and wait.



Rocza
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gothic baby
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commentCommented on: Fri Jun 10, 2005 @ 08:47pm
no i was talkin about a sam that lives in chicago.... and I cant just sit back a wait zack, I'm so different from you... I hurt so much from what she did... after it happened I almost killed myself.. some would say its over reacting but really its not, I mean if you cant trust your best friend to trust you then who can you trust?It really hurts sad


commentCommented on: Sat Jun 11, 2005 @ 12:49am
Either way...Sam Austin does it too... stare



Keyblade_Lady
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Rocza
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commentCommented on: Mon Jun 13, 2005 @ 05:07pm
I know it hurts, Tiffinie, but you'll eventually have to move on. I've been betrayed before by one of my close friends. He stole forty dollars from me, and I never forgave him. It hurt, but I did move on eventually. Because of that, I try not get attached to anyone. I try not to let anyone get close to me. I've been doing that for a very long time; to tell you the truth, nobody really knows what I'm really like. People can trust me, it's fine. I'll keep whatever they want kept to myself unspoken. But I can't tell anyone about myself. I'm on my own in this. I may have allies, but my closest alley is myself.


commentCommented on: Thu Jun 16, 2005 @ 06:26pm
no dont go it cant be that bad. i know life sucks and people sometimes do too but you cant let them bring you down or else you will wind up like another me... sad



Wraith_Atrox
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