soo wow i haven't really had a decent journal entry in a long time. well i'm 16 (woot) now and i'm a jr. -_- next year i graduate next year and i'm not even close to be excited. its sinking in...meh...oh well. i'm in a program called upward bound. its a program that will help me with college and school. i met most of my awesome friends there. you know what? lately i've been looking back on my years of school like middle school and high school and i've changed alot. i don't know whether its for the good or the bad. i us to be all well...quiet...i didn't really like alot of people at my school. wow i just looked at on of my old journal entries..wow i was such a loser! man what i was back then i hate to day! ah! haha that is awful. i guess i have changed alot. i use the think my friends dumped me wow i always felt sorry for myself and thats pathic. it really is amazing how i red what i wrote and i'm sooo embarrassed. yea i'm still fat oh well thats something i will change ^.^ i don't want to be disgustingly skinny. i mean now i'm pretty happy with myself these days. i love my life..i know that sounds lame. i have the coolest friends offline and online, i'm doing pretty good in school (well i'm having trouble with my economics and ******** classes hurt my brain), and i'm alot more open to some people. i still shot them my "i ******** hate you, you bastards" glare every once in a while BUT ITS ON ACCIDENT! i swear!
OH! and the boyfriend thing in that last one...WHAT THE ******** WAS I SAYING?! damn how sad! ugh! hey i believe my prince charming is out there. somewhere and where ever he is he sure in hell is taking his sweet a** time. Thats just find and dandy (yes is just said fine and dandy) with me. This journal entry is just setting the record for this year.
I'm so excited for the future! i mean my friends are starting a band and wow i'm so excited for them. ^.^ i want to help them as much as possible...i mean i don't play keyboard, the mic (hell no), drums, or guitar soo theres nothing i can do for that. but i can help with setting things up, putting poster ans such up, and hey if they need an awesome sax player i'm here for them! i'm rusty but hey all i need is some practice! hehe. so yea thats it!
i'm done for now! ^.^ if your read this whole thing uhm...thanks! hope i didn't bore you too much sweatdrop
~Chloe
 Foxfire2009 · Sun Oct 21, 2007 @ 11:44pm · 0 Comments |
