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Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 05:17pm


	No pills Sammy. Just stop thinking of that that's making your heart hurt. sad

Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 06:22pm


	i can't, Koy, it just really hurts. That means forgetting about all my friends that matter to me, even though i hardly matter to them.. Not trying to help at all even when i try, it don't help anyway..

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Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 06:38pm


	sad At the very least keep yourself calm. Breath slowly and slow down. hugs

Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 06:49pm


	i am calm.. But it's just that i get so upset when i don't let it out.. And then i .. kinda go nuts and hurt people..

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Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 08:33pm


	I understand that but I was meaning to let it out slowly.

Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 08:36pm


	i try, but it's really hard and i don't really know how. That's what i've been trying to do, but it's just making me feel down all the time.

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Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 09:07pm


	I know, it''s difficult. But to tell you the truth I can't completely understand. I've been undercompassionete since I was a young child as young as toddler. People have alway told me so growing up and I been attacked cause of it too. I've always scare people cause I didn't act like a child, get scared or give them the reactions they want. I'm still bothered by people cause of it. But now, the only people who are attacking me mostly are little kids half me size so I can safly ignore them. I'm sorry Sammy. I'm also the most passionate I've ever been. And my best method is to focus my attention somewhere else. But I do understand losing people you love, missing them and to finnaly accept that they're gone and remember how much you love, that pleasant feeling and remembering the pleasant times. I Sorry I talk too much.

Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 09:13pm


	No you don't.. It's okay, but.. yeah.. i don't know what else to focus my attention on because .. i don't want, feel or .. yeah, wanna do anything else.. Because it just reminds me of things no matter how much i don't want to.. Do you remember or did i tell you about some.. drug that makes you forget?

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Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 09:37pm


	No. I don't remember you telling me that. There is this one lady that has split personalities. She has a inoccint naive, and addorable side and a her original side that is very apathetic, usualy unmercaful. She had gotten her naive side from surpressing her thoughts. But she usualy turns back to he normal side when she hits her head. She usualy eventual grows up with both of these personalities form into one. This lady is from the serise elfen lied. It's a real awsome show. I have seen only half the series. I'm also making my first music video on it and I hope to finish it soon and show you. Personaly I think I doing a great job. smile So what's this drug, how's it work. Does it have permanant effects or temporary.

Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 10:25pm


	Alright i'm looking forward to it. i believe it's called an amnesia pill..It's an amnesia drug that blocks or deletes bad memories. i think it like.. disrupts the biochemical pathways that allow a memory to be ..recalled. It's worked on rats, and they tested it on 10 patients.. The ones who were given the actual drug had less stress than the ones who were given the placebo.

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Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 11:08pm


	The name sounds cool. biggrin It hardly proves anything using rats. I can't understand how you can know whether a rat remembers something or not.And people on drug are usualy stressless anyway unless your on acid, then all your fears come real. I heard all sorts of thing on acid. It's kind of intersting to think about. I bet that pill was invented for war veterans with war syndrom and stuff so they don't doze off think about thir time in the war.

Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 11:12pm


	This is what happened with the rats.. The rats were trained to associate two musical tones with a mild electrical shock so that when they heard either of the tones they would brace themselves for a shock. The researchers then gave half the rats the drug when playing one of the musical tones. After the treatment, the rats that had been given the drug no longer associated that particular tone with an imminent shock but still braced themselves upon hearing the second tone, demonstrating only one memory had been deleted. www.livescience.com/health/070702_bad_memories.html

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Commented on: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 11:57pm


	Well I didn't think of shock roddents. But that experiment sounds like it should work.

Commented on: Sun Oct 14, 2007 @ 12:06am


	It pretty much did.

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Commented on: Sun Oct 14, 2007 @ 02:02am


	if you could just solve all your problems with a pill sammy, i would have allready.

Commented on: Sun Oct 14, 2007 @ 03:54am


	You're right.. i need a few dozon pills to solve my problems..

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