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The gray puffy clouds gathered covering the sky and blocking the sun. Raiku stared as it was about to rain. She liked rain, but there was one thing that made her depressed. Something that she could never get out her head. The memories she had with someone so close and yet she lost over her own actions.
Everyday Raiku would always remember the good times they would always have, laughing, smiling, even showing a side we've never shown before. Our little.no, OUR BIG randomness. We were picked on about being emo but that never put us down, as a matter a fact we didn't care at all. But once they keep asking over and over again we would just simply be ticked off and let out our steam. Unfortunately, Raiku was the one that would be go over board and her anger takes over. Usually she would hold me back keeping me out of trouble.
I give her lots of respect and thanks back in those days, and I still do. But Raiku isn't sure that she doesn't know. After not being together RAiku would get a feeling of uneasy-nee just looking or feeling her presence, it was weird. She would be afraid seeing her or trying to talk, but really I have no words to say anything towards her. As if I was put on mute.
Raiku was sadden not able to say anything to her like she use to. She wasn't able to cling, whine, cry, nor tackle glomp no longer, Except Raiku could only love herself. One thing, Raiku never liked being alone, even if times when she's silent and quiet at times she's one needing friends more then anything. The one that wanted to fit in. PEople defined Raiku unique and talented over her drawings and her personality. Raiku's mood can changer from one then another. Her mood-swings. Usually she show parts of her randomness towards teachers to let them know she wasn't just shy and quiet....it was only because she bottled it all up in a bottle that was soon ready to pop.
Until that day when Raiku was furious, she let out her anger on someone she never thought she would yell at, at all. It was her. Best bud, loving friends...Until Raiku let out her steam and said something that she could never take back, that's when everything fell apart. Memories and the things that were done together. Raiku did have a reputation of having anger issues, she deals with a lot of stuff that people really didn't understand except and acception of 4 to 3 people. But to all know is that, until this very day, we would see each other but not say a word. WE would see each other in the hall not saying one thing.
What Raiku missed the most was just hearing her voice call her name and surprisingly tackle glomp her. But Raiku knew that could never happen again....not the way she treated her friend...the one she treasured most. If you're reading this, and I know this will mean nothing to you..but to me it does....
I'm sorry...
 X P 4 N D 4_C H 4 N X · Thu Sep 13, 2007 @ 05:55am · 1 Comments |
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