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i'm not going to put up with ethan anymore.. i knew there was a damn reason why he wasn't calling. he's pathetic. he thought Joe was bad, he's no different. he broke my heart the same damn way Joe did, he didn't even tell me.. How the ******** could he do this to me, after all he's said to me, and after all i've done for him? Why?? -_-After he weren't answering me on the phone, i was crying so hard i threw up.. i've been having nothing, but nightmares since Monday, and now i figure out why. Thanks, ethan.. i'd never imagine you'd do this to me, i don't know why you would. i don't know what i did so wrong to him to deserve this.. What did i do so wrong, ethan? What did i do to you, besides explain my emotions?? i can't believe you would leave me like this.. In my worse times, you were the one who made in worse.. In my sickness you left me, only to make it worse. In yours, i called you every damn day to see if you were alright.. And what did you do for me? i think i'm through being nice to people.. All i get in s**t in return.. i can't believe you would do this to me, ethan..