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Cancer
I have no love, can't you see i'm gone from this place?
There is no reason for you to stand by me anymore
My body is withered and i can't even hold you
Why won't you let go?
I can't even remember your name but you say you love me?
Your face always makes me smile but why?
Please god make me remember, i don't wish to hurt him like this
He alaways has a smile when he walks in but i can see that he's hurt and just wipped tears from his eyes
Oh It's so hard, why can't this man let me go?
Was i that great of a person? Ha, impossible
Why does he love me so, is this a gift to pull me through
But they say i won't make it, why does he love me threw all?

by Holly W <3

Let Go
All i wish is one last kiss
I've lived so long in pain
The sunset my only joy
I know you long to hold me and see me each day
But must i suffer for you to hold my hand?
Please let go
I am no longer me
I waste away slowly in this hospital bed
Can you please help me?
Just say goodbye and hold my hand as i go
I love you and always will, just let go

By Holly w <3

Away
My heart will beat alongside yours till my strength leaves
You will find me one day again, not here
I'll wait to see your face again
This world has tried to save me
Thank the doctors but it was your love
All i wished was one more day by your side
This cancer near my heart, it did not slow the beat when you were near

By Holly W <3

In The Rain
Is there somewhere i can hide?
Couldn't you just shelter me once?
The rain is soaking me threw
Can you see my tears?
This is the only place i have
The rain holds me still
Each drop like a hand on my sholder
Couldn't you have showed me love?
Was there nothing i have that appealed to you?
I worked so hard just for a chance
Now my tears won't stop falling
The rain makes my hair fall and hide my face
Can my pain be seen?

By Holly W<3

Nameless
As the tears fall slowly in the rain
You hand haunts me
A painful smile plays with my lips
Our love their for a minute
Bleeding at my heart
I fall to my knees in the sand
This is where i'm meant to be
In the dirt, away from you
They keep saying it'll stop hurting
That this new smile will make it better
All i see in his smile is a hope to find yours again
He watches me cry and feels helpless
I'm hurting him too, the rain peirces
Your face fades and my body floats away
Into the ocean that swallows me whole
Take me home...

By Holly W <3

Peace
It's been my fear all along
I could not ask him for it
I was afraid of losing the one person i loved most
I finally asked,
I asked if he'd stay till it was over
Till the end
or till i was free
He said yes and tears fell to the ground

By Holly W <3

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