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why is it that everyone around seems to be able to move on but im stuck in the past its not fair.
all my friends are ghettin on with their lives but im getting left behind.
they all have other friends and would rather be with them im not saying they cant have otha friends because everybody needs loadz of mates but nbone of them want to know me unless im the only one around and i feel soo used i dont think they ever even notice when im not around so if anything was to happen to me then no-one would know and even if they did they wouldnt care because im no friend im mean and fall out wiv them over guys and its just stupid i wanna live my life but i am too afraid to go mit on my own and with guys i get so clingy so its no wonder no-one is interested in me!
what is it with me?
i hate this i hate my life!