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In only moments the haze had over come me.....


I was in a room. No, more like an atmosphere. No walls, now windows, no doors, not a single corruption. The background white and fading slowly to a light grey. I looked around, seeing nothing. I walked a few feet forward. Nothing.Then I turned to see him there, walking towards me.Slowly, gracefully. He smiled,his topaz eyes smiling and then pain fashed across his face. It was then that i realized my face was wet. He put his arms around my shoulders and pulled me close to his cold rock hard body. His lips pressed softly to my cheek. He looked down at me, his lips wet with my tears. The corners of his mouth turned up softly, his eyes expressive. His fingers trailed across my cheek, cold and comforting,wiping the miosture on my face. His lips lightly touched my ear.
"Don't cry" were the only words leaving his lips, velvety soft. I looked up at him and tried to smile, failing miserably. He frowned , but only for a moment. His mouth touched my neck. I could feel him smiling against my skin. He then trailed his lips to mine. My mind started to buzz, my pulse quickened and i went into a daze. I began to shiver, though the cold eminating from his was a comfort. He pulled away and looked at me with concern.I was dizzy for but a few short moments, soon regaining my head. I buried my face into his chest. I then heard a noise. It was pained and broken, screaming out for comfort, a rock to hold onto. I then realized the noise was coming from me. My sobs breaking the quiet around us. His vioce washed over me once more. Soft chimes of "Don't cry. Bella, please don't cry. I'm here. I will always be here. Shhhh. Don't cry sweetheart, don't cry."I pressed into him.
"Don't leave me" I sobbed.
"I won't. I would never leave you. I love you" His vioce velvety, his eyes golden.
He pressed a soft hand against the back of my head, pressing me into his chest and the other on the small of my back. He rested his cheek on the top f my head. I looked up pleading. He bent once more to touch his lips to mine. I closed my eyes. Nothing happened. I opened my eyes to see nothing but the gentle white lapsing into a lighted grey abyss. He was gone. The atmosphere then turned utterlyblack. I fell to my knees, sobbing loudly.

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A cool hand shook my shoulder and i heard that smooth vioce "Bella, wake up. Are you ok? wake up."
I turned over, my pillow wet.I opened my eyes, waiting before the haze to pass. A cold finger wiped away tears. I looked up, seeing two golden eyes staring back. At once relief flooded through me. There, laying next to me was Edward. I freed my arms from the blanket and sat up right.He sat up along with me.I threw my arms around him. A new flood of tears poured from my eyes, soaking the front of his shirt.
"Don't leave me" i pleaded. He pulled my arms away from his body, grasping my hands in his.He looked down at me with caring, upset eyes. He kissed my forehead lightly, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close.
"I won't. I would never leave you. I love you." His arms tightened around me.
I looked up with horrified eyes, expecting him to disapear any moment. He frowned, his beautiful face worried. I waited for him to be gone, and i'd never see him again.He stared down at me patiently.
"Whats wrong?" he asked lightly kissing my cheek.
"Thats exactly what you said. And then you left me"
"What do you mean?" He asked confused.
"In my dream Edward. You said the same thing and then you....you disapeared"
He looked down at me smiling gently. He laughed lighlty then his face turning serious once more.He kissed my lips, sending me into full ecstacy. My heart raced and my tears slowed.he pulled slowly away leaving me dazed. I looked up with questioning eyes, pleading.He hugged me lightly, pulling me close to his cold porcelin skin and whispered into my ear.
"I won't leave you.Never"