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I will post storys/fanfictions here once in a while
+~iPoD ReMix~+

Summary; A girl made a remix on her iPod of all her favorite songs, when stuck in a situation where most of them make more sense now then they use to: What will her thoughts be on this all?
*Possibility of there being other chapters with other people and different songs.


On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare


Mhm, strange how that line would make so much sense at this time. My iPod playing; this is the remix, I made it a long time ago, but I edit it constantly, adding songs, taking others away. It’s currant at its perfect place. I won’t be updating it ever again.

Currently, I lay on the ground. Why? What did I do to really deserve this? I was shot; in my stomach area, then shot again close to my heart. The voices in my head tell me to get up; get rid of this revenge that burns in me slightly. I don’t want to die with revenge in me. I let that feeling die in me.

Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'


Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth savin' me


Heh, heh; I didn’t even try to call anyone in this time. I wondered if anyone cared upon hearing the shooting of a gun. I wondered if anyone would try to look out the window. I wonder- -

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died


Yes, if everyone cared, no one would die. I wouldn’t be here right now, if everyone cared. Hm...as I look around, I see blur, lots and lots of blur. A couple figures coming near me. “Are you alright,” I read from there lips, the iPod prevents me from hearing there voices. I’m sure they see the death coming into my eyes.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with
the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at
him in the eye,
as we dance with
the devil tonight


Even now, as I die, I don’t know why I shouldn’t look the devil in the eye. Would he kill me a second time? Would I feel this pain again? I feel warmth, it is one of the people that ran to me. I chuckle, it was weak, and almost non-existent, but the person heard me.

Let's start a riot
a riot
Let's start a riot

Let's start a riot
a riot
Let's start a riot

If you feel so filthy
So dirty
So ******** up
If you feel so walked on
So painful
So pissed off
You're not the only one
Refusing to go down
You're not the only one
So get up

Let's start a riot
a riot
Let's start a riot

Let's start a riot
a riot
Let's start a riot


If only I could cause another riot of my own. Knock the big-man down, bash him in. Heh heh, that would be great, no, awesome. Bash the man when you can, right? I think for a moment, I bashed a man, not with words, but with physicality. Is that why I lay here, dying? Hum…I wonder.

This world can turn me down
But I won't turn away
And I won't duck and run
’Cause I'm not built that way.
When everything is gone there is nothing left to fear.
The world cannot bring me down
No cause I am already here, oh no!


If only I was built to not be knocked down by a few bullets. The pain stings, I think it’s because of the dirt. If I could move my body, I might have shuddered at the pain; but that won’t happen.

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved


Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore


This song reminds me of someone very special, but I won’t be seeing him anymore. I open my eyes, and I can finally make out, that the person who is by my side, is male. I squint, it’s my very special person. “Baby,” I murmur very softly. I could feel tears, “Baby, It will be alright,” Those were the last words I said, my eyes closed, and as this closed, I could feel the warmth of my special persons lips on my cheek, “I know, sweetie, I know,” I heard it, one of my ear buds fell out, I heard his last words to me.

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
-
So, then it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, then it's all because...
Never get enough,
She's the sweetest drug.
-
So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
-

When my time comes forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest


The End?





 
 
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