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guess what?? i'm a sadist!!!! But all my faithful minions who have read my profile would have known that already. so...why am i a sadist again? because i find pleasure in watching people cry and when they're in pain...i also love pain....and i want to kill every single thing i see. surely that makes me a sadist, no?

So yeah. i made my foolish little brother cry today. HA!!! how's THAT! man, the look on his face when i waved the cutter in front of him...when i showed him my scars...it was PRICELESS. Man, i should do that again.

So it started after school when i went back home. I have a habit of locking my door every morning before i go to school. And guess what i found when i got home? My little brother sitting on my chair playing computer games!!! how joyful!!! now not only did he trespass my privacy, he had the GUTS to lie to me when i asked him how he got into my room!! ME, his STRONG ANIKI!!!! guess what reason he used? he said: "mum opened the door for me."

puh LEASE!!! does he SERIOUSLY think i have brain damage? nearly EVERYONE knows my mum doesn't have the key to my room after my brother stole it from her, no. who does he think i am, some kid? but i bought it, and let it pass...

but the best part was when my mum came home. i immediately cornered my mum and demanded her to tell me why the hell she opened my door when i had it locked, and she looked surprised (another priceless look) and said she didn't.

uh oh. BUSTED!!! so i rounded on my dear brother and grabbed him, and demanded an explanation. he wouldn't say anything, but i kept hitting him (ah, what a good brother i am XD)....but he STILL wouldn't say anything.

so after a while, i approached him again, this time more calmer, and asked him the questions. he answered all of them (after which i had to do a little threatening first) and then came the good part. I asked him how he would keep his promise next time. (the promise not to go into my room without consulting me first) and he couldn't answer. i glared at him for a while, then sighed. then i said "i'm disappointed in you. i always gave you a chance bla bla bla bla and you always go back on your word bla bla bla. Next time you go into my room, you be careful cause i dunno what i might do...hell i'll even kill you." and then he looked like he didn't believe me, then i said "you want prove? i'll show you prove."

then i took the cutter and went back to him. he stared, wide eyed. i said "do you want me to cut your flesh like i did to mine? i don't really mind, cause it's not me who feels the pain, but you...and if i accidentally kill you, i'll just suicide. but you're not worth suiciding for anyway." and yeah, he burst into tears in the end and looked scared...after i cut myself in front of him. seriously...the look of horror on his face was better than any sex. no s**t.

and now, he's avoiding me like a plague. which is an extremely good thing because i hate him the most in my family.

and Itachi, aniki....I don't blame you for turning me into a sadist XD don't worry.