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When I turn around,
I drop the façade.
The one I usually use to hide.
I know I’m not the only one.
Although I do know what to do,
I am afraid to get lost and confused.
I yearn to be with you.
But with my bleeding dreams,
And your rotten lies,
I’m most likely better off alone.
It’s not that easy loving you.
Sometimes I wonder are we friends or foe?
I can’t abide with you no more.
When I stop to think,
Is there something missing?
In this world full of mist,
The shocking truth about how words can hurt;
Where happiness is so much out of my reach?
Today I put up with the knowledge,
I no longer want to be with you.
And yet I stick by your side.
When I am around you,
I never drop my façade though.
This is my never ending ritual,
As all the noise in the background fades;
Leaving me sinking to the bottom of time.
As your ghost grace my mind,
Always leaving this horror feeling behind.