today's misson is d-rank. there's no reason it should have taken someone this much time and effort....and the location is withan the konha village area, so it doesn'teven take long to get there... if he left this moring, as long as there weren't....any accidents, he ought to be abie to turnin his report on tine....i didn't even notice it happoning, but somehoew, my mind completely drifted off in that dircion.... from now on, ill only stay at the mission report deceition dok unta the end of pegular office hourse. i hate it, but ill jest have to face off with him. i dont always have to think about the otherperson's point of view, after all...i don't knowif that's really how it is, but... i suppose it's like having throwing stones tossed in... the ripples that show in the water's surrace.... no matterhow small the source of those tremors, thay spread all the way to the banke of the pond.
it's not a lie, butt it's not work that has to be done that qulckly... it's just that it turing out i reall dont want to see your face after all...right now you'er the one who's turning away, but these who tuen to face the right way are in the rignt, and you'er not skillful enough to be able to ehane which direction that is. i don't know where imyself am facing right know... what i'm looking for, but the truth is........ i'd forgotten... my own situation is irrelevant. there's one more reason i didn't want to see his face.
your existence, which became such a great and precioqs thing inside me.... that has nothing to do with the way youn want it to be so....the thrown-in stones slowly, silently sink into the abyss...i'm not saying something extravagant lik "i want everything"...evenif i said it, it'd be too much for him to handl, i'm sure.... just this little piece has to be enogh. with jest this in my hands.... i don't know if i've hurt you irrevocubiy for the sake of a frogment like this... i'll fill that broken place with something else instead.... i can jest barrey manage to fill that little chipped - away/ crecked place i've left in you... let me see your wounds because i promise ill comfort them for you.... you, who hurt your self for my sake...i can feel how much you are a beloved .treasure....being fhooed with such passion - derenched sentiments is a confortable joy. 3nodding
 evil_fox_demon · Sun May 13, 2007 @ 07:34pm · 1 Comments |
