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Ok, so it was really wierd. The other day, I was standing in my bathroom, and I looked in my mirror, and I realized, "Whoa, that's me." It was really startling, because, I mean, I know what I look like, and I know how I think, and they just never quite went together before. I knew that people saw how I looked, but I guess I never really accepted that until now; I guess I thought that people just saw me the way my mind looks, I mean, if it was a person. It really strange....

So! I've decided, since I actually look, er, how I look, that I'm going to get rid of my acne. That's it, no more acne for me. Ah, not that easy? Well, I do have stuff to get rid of it with, and I'm feeling motivated, so just you watch! And I'm out of shape too. I should do something about that... oh! I have a treadmill! I'll jog on it for 20 minutes every day, in the summer. I don't have time now.... But I will!

You see, I'm not just suddenly wanting to look sexy or anything (I am so sexy already), but you see, I have a new philosophy. I spelt that wrong, didn't I? See, I may not be able to prevent us from plundging into an iceage when the Gulf Stream stops, but I freeze solid knowing I did something, is something of no importance. Ah! And this is just the beginning!

Between watching An Inconvenient Truth, listening to Rush's new album Snakes & Arrows, and looking in the mirror, I've either lost my mind or gained another one! Or something like that. Would that be considered getting a lobotomy?