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Im not sure if this is just puberty or not. Im getting stronger and faster. but my body doesent seem to be changing at all on the outside.

Another thing. iv always been in touch with my spiritual side. I hide it from everyone. I use my internal power that keeps me alive to make me a better martial artist. recently iv been having power fluxuations, and its messing around with my mind. Im getting mad easier. It takes everything i have to stay sane most of the time. I hide it by trying to tell jokes or being funny. Latey iv been thinking about my freinds and family, and that seems to be keeping me under control.
I take out my frustration in my mind. By picking someone i care for and having something happen to them, and me using my abilitys to save them. It gives me a sence of purpose.

I dont know if it will ever stop, in a way i like it. The rage that flows through my mind is kinda nice, gives me strength. I will use this strength to protect those who matter to me,i will never hurt them.

I felt like putting this in a journal to let out my feelings without having to say them.
It helps a little