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Six Feet of Dirt

In the depths of darkness,
only two roam,
me and my sorrow,
the endless tears of pain and suffering,
roll down my cheeks,
burning them to the bone,
the hurtful words you've said,
"you're worthless,"
"you will never amount to anything"
"you are wasted money"
every word a fist,
their taget,
was me,
yes me,
you have put me here,
you have made my life meaningless,
you made me feel worthless,
all i wanted was a father,
what you gave me was something so horrible,
you gave me the end of my life,
you put the gun to my head and pulled the trigger,
it is because of you that six feet of dirt lay on top of me,
or am i the dirt,
no that cant be,
you have made me far worse than dirt or even the bugs inside it,
the only thing i have ever amounted to you is the wieght off your chest when i left,
i hate you more than life itself,
there was only one way to finally rid my meaningless life from you,
that is why i am here with six feet of dirt above my head.