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******** HELL. I am SUPER pissed off right now, my friend Katie was suppose to be at my house at 12:30 because my mom generously offered to drive me and her to the mall even thought he has her period. And she's not ******** here yet!! I wouldn't mind if she came 20 minutes late but ********. it's be like. An HOUR! She called me at 11:30 and we talked and around 11:40 I told her than my mom would drive us, she said she was going to have a shower. Ok! So about 20 minutes in the shower tops. But no, I called her at 12:30 and she hadn't even left yet. ********, I hate people like that. It's 1:30 now and I've had it.
 Xorena · Tue Aug 23, 2005 @ 09:28pm · 0 Comments |
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Gay. Gay Gay. Gay Gay.
This is gay. Well, I have a pen sticking to my tongue and I'm in an emo mood. Everybody sucks, this summer sucks and I hate all of you.
Faggots.
Xorena · Tue Aug 23, 2005 @ 07:15am · 0 Comments |
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I was looking around for kikyou pictures when I came upon this avatar site, It was familiar to me since I used to go on it all the time last year.. I remember this once time I was on it looking for inuyasha pics' with Zack, I remember him point out this picture of Inuyasha turning into a demon with red eyes. At this point Zack didn't know much about Inuyasha so he started saying all this funny s**t and acting like a retard causing me to burst out laughing causing Zack to get sent out of the computer lab for the rest of the block.
I hate memories.
My life is so deadly and blank now, I remember last year Zack and I hung out everyday.. We talked for hours and he always found a way to make me laugh..
But things change.
This year we haven't talked much.. It makes me cry to see what has happened to us..
I miss that kid..
He's truly a good person, I'd die to let him make me laugh again..
http://us.awolnow.com/web/en/
Xorena · Thu Jul 07, 2005 @ 05:57am · 0 Comments |
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Wow, this world sucks.
Need ******** faerie wings.
Xorena · Wed Jul 06, 2005 @ 03:39am · 0 Comments |
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Well who would of thought I, Stephanie Ward wouldbemadlyinlovewithtwoguysatthesametime, Who would of thought that.. ThetwoguyStephanielikeslikeherback. neutral s**t. I hate relation ship s**t. I mean, both alex and elejiah are pretty awesome guys. except for when alex bad mouths El' and El' gets all depresso-ed. Damn. Oh la la. Stephanie Has a love life. Oh la la Stephanie Is a f**. Oh la la, Stephanie is weak. Oh la la I don't want to stop doing this. Oh la la I'm so ******** screwed.
I give up. I'll just blow my brains out so I don't have to choose.
Xorena · Sat Mar 19, 2005 @ 09:58pm · 2 Comments |
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This is your mother, right now.
Ok, so this god damn cat is running around the house. I swear I can step on it. ANd I'm going even more crazy. Yes. Yes... Kill it. I'ma' kill it. Not kidding folks. I was effing compulsing friday night.
Wow your all gay.
******** YOU.
Kthnx bye heart.
Xorena · Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 08:38pm · 0 Comments |
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Damn this sucks dink. I am trying to stop saying dink and gay. Its GAAHH DINK GAY DINK GAAAY DINK GAY GAY DINK.
Well I'm going tto start writting another story soon, pixorist was way too long and I lost interest. Althought I know one or two people that want me to finish it.. but honestly I just can't get back into it.
Failure Of Faith.
What the ******** dink, no one reads my dinking journal anymore. Well. I suppose thats a good thing. Ha ha. I'm an attention craver. How can an attention craver end up with a mental diagnose well suck my
Kumquat.
In April I am getting my botton part of my navel pierced. Yay.
It's already february. I hate valintines day. I don't think Nalanie and I are going out anymore. .She never calls me, and when I call her she has to go. Whatever.. Whatever..
Xorena · Wed Feb 02, 2005 @ 01:15am · 1 Comments |
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Congrarts, You made me smile in the worst way. |
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Well, a long while ago I came back from a rather gay birthday party. I was attacked by a grade 5-er. I thought I would die due to suffication. She's bigger than me. :/
Oh oh, they are waiting. I know they are waiting! YES and if happend, so I suppose all you nobodies who dont' read my journal want to know how I'm feeling today. I'm feeling
<Nutrigrain bar man's voice> GREAAAAAT </Nutrigrain bar man's voice>
Actually its' true.
MY ARM'S ITCHY.
Ok, well. Let me tell you a story.
I was getting better, I was alot happyer and I was.. Slooowlly easing awayyy from cutting then. BLAHGRAMABLAHM! This entry thing comes up and I'm all WOAAAH. +Hit reply+ +Type+ +Curse+ +Hit reply+ +Type+ +Laugh+ Threatin. Threathin. Threatin. I suppose now Veste moved accounts due to my comment. +Taps fingers+ Maybe an IP <Nutrigrain bar man's voice> GREAAAAAT </Nutrigrain bar man's voice ban? Aw man. They all do that. The classic mooove accountss
s**t my arms still itchy.
Well whatever, anyways. I was doing good then this entry came along, I was quite pissed then I read through Zack's journal then some how this soft smile just rushed through my body. The fact that he's moving on, the fact that any one of my friends are moving on from me makes me smile. It's like.. The are finally taking a toll on their own life.. and decide to get away from my ranting, bitching and complaining. Thats..
<Nutrigrain bar man's voice> GREAAAAAT </Nutrigrain bar man's voice>
Xorena · Mon Jan 31, 2005 @ 01:35am · 0 Comments |
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Well I haven't updated this thing In a while, I suppose I should do some long entry and write down random words to get my anger out ya' know.
Well I am getting better, I've been alot happyer latly, I think I am going to quit councilling. I know it sounds random but honestly I don't need it anymore. I now Know that what I am going through was just a teenage stage, althought I know that I still have a clinical depression disease I am deciding to push it away. .Althought I know it will come back up in my later years.
As for school, I'm failing. Yay. starting monday though I am really going to try. I am going to get all my homework in and everything. EVERYTHING. I really want to get good marks.
As for Zack, Yeah well I am pissed at her for a few reasons. I was just getting over the Sher-e, Elena, Zack telling thing when another thing came up. I don't want to deal with this anymore. It's just bull crap.
Ahy es, I will continue to cut because actually its helping me. Sooner or later i'll realize theres no poin-
Hey I am balancing a pillow on my head HA HAAAAEEEOOOW
Theres no point, you know. It's kinda stupid.. Although I know my trips to CAPE are not over yet.. Not yet.
Xorena · Sat Jan 29, 2005 @ 07:39pm · 0 Comments |
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