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My heart feels like a turning stone. It's often bipolar, to which state of being it wants to be in. I understand that nothing can be perfect.

I watch him, as he lay on the soft, cool bed. He stretches and turns to glance at me, but I turn away too quickly. He believes that I am not like others. That I am different. I assume that he is crazy to think in such a manner.But I am wrong. It is good to be unlike others. He has proven to me that I am truley unique, strong, and beutiful in every way. I have now gained confidence in not only myself, but in him. He whispers my name in a soft tone of voice. He slowly gets up and walks twards me. I shutter, unable to think that all of this is really happening.
As he gets closer, I turn to see a sweet but hollow expresion on his face. Is he truley the one for me?I probaly would never know. But I had to think this out first...I didn't have a right to him. He was not MY soulmate. He was just another guy. Amber was with him. Theres no way I could compete with her. She was a beutiful, blonde, purky girl that most people drooll over. Others gag in disgust. But unlike me, she had everything...Two parents to watch after her, a new mercides, popularity, skill, wealthiness, and even Mark. I turn my attention back on Mark, thinking if I should just let it go. But I sit there, looking at him as he finaly makes his way twoards me......





Hmmmmm guys should i continue this story? idk lmao xD its horible. i made it up aas i was writing it xD please tell me if i should write a new 'page' dailey. if not i will just send it in a pm to ppl who want it. Or you can jt ge the hell outta my journal!!!! xD

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~Megann~