CAN'T LET THIS GO.
And as the days slowly count down
I wonder what will happen now
Will things always be this way
Will I make it through this year
Even when I know I’m not quite here,
And I know you’re not ready,
Everyone around me is going to start
And all I can do is close my eyes,
Does this make you wonder how long this will take,
After all of this will I be in the same place?
Though I’d like to just spend a few days laughing it out,
But for now….
I’m crossing my fingers and counting down,
Counting to the point where I can’t look back,
Yeah I know that I must keep walking..
But these days make me a nervous wreck,
And I know that I must keep breathing,
Even though I might not do my best,
I don’t want to go, you can’t make me go
I’m not going to start over again,
I don’t want to breathe, I refuse to see
That I must leave behind all of this,
To be free,
I’d much rather stay here,
In this same spot, counting down the days
Even though there isn’t much,
What am I waiting for?
Where should I start, do I have to wait for the long route
To get this over with….
I wanna get this over with, I don’t want to go home,
I’ve had enough….i don’t wanna start this now,
But these days are counting down,
My hands are shaking and shaking, shaking,
I refuse to let this go…
Because this misery I know
Like a flame that won’t let these days go,
Because I can never let this go,
I can’t let it go, let it die,
Let it loose, let it free,
Let it breathe, let it breathe….
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