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As fluid as a mercury ghost the memories of our emotions
Seep stealthy into the sleepers dream like molten wonder
Silent to the futility we continue to traverse these oceans
Where from age to age in legend only do we find our land
I am scared of this empty everything filled with nothing
And I miss you

Haunting the siren melody tapped into existent pulse
Sickening the frozen stance we surrender to by nightfall
Locked hateful and loving in the embrace of longing
Decay slowly grows beneath the surface to taste it all
In the silence of contentment I remember your every word
And I miss you

Where blood carries the soul anger finds purchase and prey
Driven ever deeper into our minds the denial of deceit
Winter slides into the heart and breeds the waking wolves
Devourers of our lies and feeders of our faithless feat
I smile as I face the oncoming slaughter hunting me
And I miss you

I finally now have come to consider that I created only chaos
Ignorant, naive, and stupid I gave life to this disaster
Destroying my own ability to resist the pain I could breed
Tormented by the slow infection, I almost wish it were faster
I'm not afraid of the end result of a loser's game anymore
But I miss you.

I'm going to make this short
You really have to get home
He gets angry if you get late
You don't feel like another fight

The plot to love is one connection
And the focus of a life is knowing it
Girl why do you still buy the deception
How can you be in love with those eyes
When they can't even look you in the face

Do you remember when we were just kids
And they told you all about happy ever after
When did it become okay for life to go like this
Every day it kills me the way he kills your laughter
And yet baby you still pretend he deserves your faith

The thing that drives me crazy about it is betrayal
That he wants you to belong to him yet he denies you
I realize there are things to love that I don't quite understand
But you deserve so much more than this, I know that much is true
And hard as the road ahead is to follow, I'm sure it'll take you so much farther