As the days go by and the atmosphere gets warmer, I think about how this school year is almost done and how all my friends are going to a different school than I. See, in the beginning of the school year I was in Spanish. I gave it up, thinking that it was too hard and also following my friends as they did it. I've grown up with all these kids in my class and now they are all going to Old Mill next year. It was hard enough to lose two of my friends, Alex and E'reek, last year. I don't know how I am going to survive, losing all thirty of my closest friends. I mean sure theres going to be new people I can make friends with and what-not but I don't think I'm going to be able to deal with it. I'm so afraid that we will lose touch and I don't want that to happen. I love all my friends especially Darrius, Walter, Kristy, Krista and Faith. I cannot go into North County with only two people at my side. I need Darrius there so I can cry on his shoulder. I need Walter there to help me with any of the questions I might have. I need Kristy there so I can laugh at stupid things. And most of all, I need Krista there so I can talk to her about anything that might be bothering me. Faith helps me with any relationship problems I might have and I'm really going to need her next year. I'm just so terrified that I'm going to stop talking with my friends. I know at the end of the year that I'm not going to want to leave....and well honestly I'm probably going to cry my eyes out and mess up my make-up. Okay well I'll post in a few days maybe.
 Sweet Faux Pas · Fri Mar 30, 2007 @ 01:55am · 8 Comments |
