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Today I am quite worried about my boyfriend. You see, since he has type one diabetes, he has to visit the doctor alot (well, alot in my opinion). Today he has to have x-rays done over his chest because they fear he may get TB (teberculosis). He has to visit the doctor every three months for the rest of his life to see if he gets it or not.... sad I know I shouldn't worry, he tells me not to worry all the time, but I do. It's so hard not to worry. I'm sure he worries about me all the time too...whether I'm going to die by cutting myself to much one day or something like that....I just wish he could live like a normal person. cry I'm feeling very emo today too...nobody mess with me today or else you'll be changed emotionally about how you see the world and all it's destruction... sad Just leave me in peace for today....