So right.. Since I been with Paul I've decided I do actually want kids later on in life.. && I cant wait.. Having ickle Pauls running about sounds so cute ^_^
BUT. We had a problem the wednesday before xmas && I think he may have "been sick" in me.. So that scared me but I shrugged it off && said it dont matter.. I'll come on..
Now.. I was due on on 30th December.. It's the 3rd of Jan.. I'm still not on.. 4days late.. I'm getting kinda worried.. I dont want a baby yet.. I wants a life..
I am gonna cry. If I'm not on by monday I'm gonna do a test.. BUT I'm praying to God that I am on soon.. I really dont want a child.. it'll be a waste of 3lives.. Mine, Pauls and the child cos if kept.. I'm too young to be a mom.. But I hate abortions -tear-
Anyways, I had to tell someone.. Even a shitty journal like this.. That virtually nobody reads anyway.
[Nympho] Whore · Wed Jan 03, 2007 @ 09:36pm · 0 Comments |