A while back, my parents said that if we sold the house before we moved, then we'd get to keep both of our cats. My babies. Well, the house is finally sold. But are both of my babies going to go with us? Nope.
They turned right around and told me that Kilala's coming with us, and we have to find Neko a new home. They're a couple of lying assholes.
I have the feeling that we were never going to bring both of them. My parents probably said that so I'd feel better. Well it worked. Until now.
I just don't understand why they couldn't just come out and tell me that Neko was going to go, no matter what. Did they think spouting all that bullshit to get my hopes up, would make it all better? Well it ******** didn't, now did it?!
I would have been at least a little okay with the whole thing by now, if they had just told me straight out. I've lost a lot of cats this way. I'm used to it. Sure, I still would have been really upset at first, but I would have accepted the fact that he couldn't stay with us.
I could have accepted it, if a certain two people would have just told me the truth. That's all they've been doing lately. They keep hiding all this stuff from me, as if I can't handle it. They hid the move from me for a whole year, and my mom had the nerve to tell me about it when it's a month away, while I'm on the phone with my friend Dani, at that!
And when I asked her why she didn't tell me sooner, she just said that she didn't want me to get all upset. She didn't think I could take it. So apparently waiting until the last minute was going to make it a whole lot better. She should have noticed during our last move, that I stopped being upset about this stuff a long time ago.
To be honest, I'm too used to the moving thing to upset myself over it. I'm sure some of my friends think I don't give a s**t about them, because I haven't broken down crying or anything over this yet. Maybe I would have if I was still ten, and it was my first move again. But it's not. I've lost count of how many times I've moved. And I've moved too many times to be upset about it anymore.
So I don't know why they keep hiding all these details from me like I'm some fragile little child.
And I'm especially not happy with them for lying to me about Neko.
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Well, Monica, if you're reading this... I'm going to have to call you tomorrow.
Could you ask you're mom if she has room for one more cat? Or if she at least has any friends or people she knows, that want a cat? I'd rather not leave it to the shelter to find him a home.
And I only know one other person who could take him, but she has a dog... and Neko is terrified of dogs. So ends that idea. Plus I doubt her dad will let her have another cat. He already can't stand the two that she has.
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Ophrysia · Tue Oct 24, 2006 @ 02:26am · 1 Comments |