I decided not to talk about today because it was pretty much the same. Little kids and climbing. And Whataburger.
So today I'm going to talk about how Hot Gimmick depresses me.
I'm going to be maybe a little emo so this is warning, be prepared.
I really love it, don't get me wrong but the cliff hangers depress me.
I start imaging what will happen and then I get annoyed because I know that just won't happen and I'm just being really stupid.
Then I go into a fit about how she should be grateful to have like fifty guys chasing after her.
Then I sigh and wonder when I'll fall in love like that. -dreamy pose-
Finally the cherry on top, I grumble something about me being a hopeless romantic and go and distract myself.
Repeat.
The only thing that makes me feel better is talking to my best friends. Leila, Cara, Sarah, etc. But when the conversation ends I slump again. I either think about where I'd be without them or I fall back into the cycle until I sleep.
It's not just Hot Gimmick though, it's all stories.
I can't help but wish I could play a role in it.
God, I had being thirteen. I want to be sixteen...
The point?
No point.
I'm only tired and drained.
Hah.
Actually I'm in a pretty good mood, in general, I'm just emotionally drained and physically exhausted.
I think I'm pushing myself too much right now.
Squeezing out all my emotions onto my computer.
Ew.
That sounds disgusting when I think about it.
Anyway.
I'm going to figure out how my AIM works on this computer because I can 't find it for some reason.
I want to talk to some people.
Nobody uses the phone these days.
Which reminds me, I found my cell phone, it was in the guest room for some reason... [You find it after camp Julie? Geez. ]
<3Julie
[What? Heart?
Yes. ;-;
...
Oookay.]
PS: I'm listening to that provocative and talkative song Leila. x3
So today I'm going to talk about how Hot Gimmick depresses me.
I'm going to be maybe a little emo so this is warning, be prepared.
I really love it, don't get me wrong but the cliff hangers depress me.
I start imaging what will happen and then I get annoyed because I know that just won't happen and I'm just being really stupid.
Then I go into a fit about how she should be grateful to have like fifty guys chasing after her.
Then I sigh and wonder when I'll fall in love like that. -dreamy pose-
Finally the cherry on top, I grumble something about me being a hopeless romantic and go and distract myself.
Repeat.
The only thing that makes me feel better is talking to my best friends. Leila, Cara, Sarah, etc. But when the conversation ends I slump again. I either think about where I'd be without them or I fall back into the cycle until I sleep.
It's not just Hot Gimmick though, it's all stories.
I can't help but wish I could play a role in it.
God, I had being thirteen. I want to be sixteen...
The point?
No point.
I'm only tired and drained.
Hah.
Actually I'm in a pretty good mood, in general, I'm just emotionally drained and physically exhausted.
I think I'm pushing myself too much right now.
Squeezing out all my emotions onto my computer.
Ew.
That sounds disgusting when I think about it.
Anyway.
I'm going to figure out how my AIM works on this computer because I can 't find it for some reason.
I want to talk to some people.
Nobody uses the phone these days.
Which reminds me, I found my cell phone, it was in the guest room for some reason... [You find it after camp Julie? Geez. ]
<3Julie
[What? Heart?
Yes. ;-;
...
Oookay.]
PS: I'm listening to that provocative and talkative song Leila. x3
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wow.
and I thought I was the only wierd one.
I have the EXACT same feelings.
with any manga.
I wish I could be seventeen though.
and I wish I could find someone that loves me. and that I love too, a whole bunch.
and I wish I didn't have to ask my mom for permission. I could decide on my own.
and I wish I could do all that stuff.
I want to be seventeen ;-;
I know exactly what you mean, exactly.
xD yay <3