Another day gone by, a year going too fast. Losing a friend to drugs and alcohol. I swear I'll never do drugs. I haven't been the cheeriest in the past week, I don't know. Maybe I need a counselor, maybe I need help. Who knows. Maybe I'm just crying out for attention. I wouldn't care either way. I'm confused on life, and what the purpose of it is. They tell me to live my life to the fullest, too bad I don't know what that is yet. I'll post a song and a poem later on. I love all my friends, I mean the ones who don't backstab me, the ones who don't spread lies, and rumors about me. I hate that, and I always will. People think they're real cute when they make someone else feel bad. Ha they have no life. Or no wait, they do and they don't deserve it. Kristen Childers for one....I hate her with a passion. Like I can grab that scrawny little pale neck of hers and just choke the s**t out of her. She thinks she's tough, she think's she's bad. Oh please. She's no bigger than her popularity. Which isn't that big because no-one likes her. I want to rant, and if you don't like it too bad. Stop reading this then. I'm confused about, guys and why some of them have to be big jerks. In my school, they're always making fun of a girl just because she looks different or she doesn't look how they want her to. I'm tired of it. And I'm also tired of people interfering in everyone elses business. It's people like those that give bad reputations to other people. And it makes it hard for me to trust others. I never FULLY trust anyone. So if you get offended by that I'm sorry. But I've been hurt and scarred for the rest of my life. It'll never end. Even when I'm happy, and don't remember at the time of any hurt in my past. I'll always have that little memory in the back of my head or deep down inside my gut. Never again will I trust someone to not tell anyone anything. Because they crack under pressure. Unlike me. I'm almost true to my word, if not I AM true to my words. Life isn't as great as some people make it out to be. The celebrities in life think they have it so hard, when look at the people below them. US! We have it so much more worse than they do. We don't have the money to afford bullet-proof cars, or Gucci everytime we turn around. They have luxuries that I'm sure we all wish we had. It's just not right for us to look up at them when they should idolize us. We have to live everyday with the fear of having to watch our backs, so we don't get blown to pieces by a gun, or get jacked all the time. They have the ability to give those people whatever they want in exchange for their lives. Not to mention they have body-guards. rolleyes But in the end, we all have to be greatful for what we have. And if you're not then you simply don't deserve them. Gotta stop the rant before I start actually offending certain types of people.
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