I need a counselor....
my world seems to become more and more fallen apart
both of my parents are/can be hospital prone.
my bro still in jail. Im an envalid... I rarely mess up but when i do, i do badly. ever since after the surgery, i cant seem to keep anything in. i dislike everything. this whole world doesnt even seem to make much sense anymore. with all these logic classes, everything's soo contradictory so many options, starting to have mild halluinations involving feeling, seeing, and hearing. I block out hearing aloot.. cause it always seems negative. i feel so numb, yet why am i crying? Lost my 2nd job (still hav 1st) cause of a chain of events that seemed ineviable once started.... Listening to music.... Once the most welcoming place now the worst crying why is there such a thin line between love and hate? Why cant i never understand anything? why is it that i so kind im mean?
 kuddly_kirara · Fri Oct 04, 2013 @ 11:10am · 0 Comments |
