I thought for sure I'd be doomed to be a strawberry......but then I became an avocado sweatdrop but I think now i'm a cherry ^w^
everytime i think bout it........i dunno, i know i get like, freaked out cuz me and future planning dont exsist, but theres another feeling i cant place............
anyways. today just paid for my summer classes, so im officially in PSY111 and CSI113. unfortunatly, ended up with the wrong CSI so it's already started......but hey, dad and mum both have plenty of knowledge in that department so i should be good. ya know someone asked me what i wanted to do since i was in college. and i have no bloody idea ><; i was thinking about doing physical therapy or massage therapy since it pays well, save up to pay for whatever. and be able to change jobs if i wanna.....ugh. adn then what seth said last night.......today's been hell. constant pain and emotions running rampant all day, mind going over the same thing like 60 billion times trying to get through them. right now im so confused and in pain i feel like just curling up in a corner far away and crying until i cant think or feel anymore.......
not to mention its the 17th so i have two bloody ******** days left untill my review. luckily, its the last mandetory review. anything after will be after im 16, so i can drop out and say 'screw you jack@sses!*
ok im so tired right now, i cant really keep myself from crying. so. off to take my pictures and clean up kitchen. then i'm going to bed. and hopefully get some decent damned sleep.......
 BSPBleach · Sat Jun 18, 2011 @ 07:33am · 0 Comments |
