poor, poor niao. it's hard to feel sad and pissed at the same time. though for me its rare to feel either at all, so now im even more pissed! and hurt...........
I can't even talk about it right now. And i've also forgotten why I came to post here in the first place................
but anyways, for you heather since you werent here and missed it. Seth told Niao that he loved her (i apprently came in like 2minutes after this) then Niao told him she already had a bf. The ensued 15 minutes of crying, hiding, sobbing, shame, and general drama. why im sad. i feel bad for niao cuz she was totally unprepared for his personality. I figured he was going to do it to someone eventually, but that's cuz i understand the way his emotions work. I doubt she did. But im also pissed cuz it turns out that seth did lie to me. I thought he had, but i pushed it away, told myself i should trust him. i should trust my friends. so i took his word for it. and he lied to me. like everyone else i've let myself trust, he lied to me.
ok enough of my self pity and petty wrath. i knew every person lies so i brought this upon myself. no reason to sulk and rage over it.
 BSPBleach · Thu May 19, 2011 @ 03:00am · 0 Comments |
