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So uhhh.....this sux. Not even 10 minutes..........
not even 7...........
not even 5...................
not even 3...........
barely 2...........................
lol so whatcha think i'm talking 'bout?? ninja
lol well i'm talking 'bout my replacement credit card. came in the mail today, i took it downstairs to activate it, stopped 'cuz nee chan spilled jelly beans, and......now its gone.
2 minutes and like 12 seconds. I'm like really?? REALLY????? *sigh* oh well.
So umm you know one of the things I hate 'bout being a minor? NO PORN!! lol pathetic right? yea. it is. oh! reminds me (lol) so guess what?? my mum seems to actually be cool with my being bi!!! i'm like so shocked. i get reall nervous everytime she brings it up though, 'cuz im afraidd she's like faking it.....or waiting to mock or admonish me for it.
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On the other side............wait! random! nevermind. i forgot. im on the chatroom, so i got distracted and now i forgot............So on the ...................i remember now!!
I used to get a ton of views on my journals (scaaarrryyyyy eek ) but then I started getting like depressed or something, and mostly ranting and the views like stopped. lol dont blame them. dont even read my own entries. i look down, type, submit, never even see my own words. sad. lol good thing i can write all my own bbcode biggrin
lol now im being teased for googling orgasm xd and NO! i didnt have an orgasm and googled it to.....google it. shadow's fault. lol anyways, the males average relaxed is not 3"!!! my 4yr old brother is nearly that!
*sigh* well................ugh. i cant decide which i dread more, living with my family, or moving out and living by myself. my mother! ugh my MOTHER!!! fights over everything. it all has to be done perfectly the way she wants it! today she argued with my brother for an hour, AN HOUR!!! over what side of the dishwasher the bowls go.
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right? yea, i know. saaaddddd. and very annoying and tiring to live with. oh yea, i remember the origination of this rant. soo.......well...............
umm it goes like this.
Mum was yelling at me about school work again and stuff, then about my college work. Well she said if I needed help to get the project done, I should've just asked. I got like really ummmm......i can't describe it. but as soon as she left the room, i started crying, couldn't stop myself as hard as I tried. 'Cuz like three days before, I asked her to help me with my project, she helped me and like she kept saying 'what're you going to do when you're away by yourself without me here to help you?' ..........damn. getting upset now.
So to not be like, upsetting, I'm going to talk about tomorow. Okay to be less upsetting. Tomorow is nii chan's birthday, so I'm going to ask my teacher if I can present first and leave the class early. Mum is taking him go-karting!! lol Well I havn't even really started on my project..........let's see just how far my last minuting skills stretch shall we? Oh, on Friday, I start my lifeguarding certification classes. They're ove rthe weekend. Unfortunately, as I know most of the written stuff, you have to be able to swin 6 laps consecutively. I havn't even been in water in over a year! And even when I was, I could only push out three. She says it doesn't have to be breaststroke......but I don't know. I think it does. There is no way I can do breaststroke for 6 strait laps >.<
(sorry, took a shower and went to sleep, I totally forogt this wasn't put on an entry yet >.< wink
 BSPBleach · Wed May 11, 2011 @ 02:32pm · 0 Comments |
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