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I smile gleefully, as i look up at the sun
and feel the sweet notes of happiness surround me.

It washes over me, like rain.
I get excited and joyful. I haven't
felt like this in awhile

I get confident and take a few steps deeper
into the joyful scene. I'm praised with more
sweet and beautiful notes of happiness.
I step father in.

I fell as if I'm flying! As rays of
sunshine washes over me and warms
me inside and out. I step in and I'm suddenly
jerked unwilling father in.

Flashes of darkness, and harsh reality
appears into my vision. The sweet notes
of pure agony and pain.

I try to step back, but I'm only
thrown in more with attempt. The torrent
darkness has almost all of my vision now.
It surrounds me, and holds me tight.

I scream out in pain and rewarded with it.
I try to claw and pry my way out but its
no use. It's all over me now.

I'm tired, sweaty and bleeding and can barely breath.
I accept the fact that it's over and once again I'm loosing at this
cruel battle we call love. Another tear escape my from my
eyes. As i try another pitiful attempted at a scream.

I draw in my last breath, and look up at the sun.
I feel it's last rays of golden warmth as cold,
black midnight surrounds me. I close y eyes as
the devious darkness whispers," Once again, you
are in my clutches, as my prisoner."
~End~