every time i try and write i forget what i wanna type......
anyways.....heather ill save you the time and tel lyou why i wanna go to oxford.
1: JJRTolkien. thats all.
okay moving on. so cre got on again. finally. cant believe he tells me i dont get on enough??!! ugh. whatever. lol i have to get that poster on here sometime! it hilarious! bout the 9 most dangerous things a woman can say. it was awsome. so.
again. moving on. and trying to keep jitters down.
random train of thought short cut!! scream woot!
so. i dread the 16th, and cant wait. dread cuz i might very well fail and be sent to my grandmothers.that is an awfull ness i cant explain right now. have to wait for another time. im looking foward to it cuz im hoping my current sociopathic episode will vanish once its over. if i fail it might not, but hey. i realllyyyy dont wanna fail. so im trying to be positive.
ow! damn! damn! damn! damn! DAMN!!! this is like the tenth time ive bitten my cheeck and im not even doing anything but breathing!!! dammit. hurts.
random. when arent i?.....okay. back to point. random. i gave nyx my phone number so i could see a pic of hers that she drew of mizuki if i remember. might not, and thats just me liking mizuki better sweatdrop
*sighs*
*sighs*
*sighs*
well i feel absolutly awful in a weird feelingless way, and i dont know why. so im going to sit in bed for six hours. and do nothing. well ill probably talk to myself....but we're made at each other so we might not.
PS(lol): wonder why cre found it suprising i have more than one voice in my head....i have like 6. and the way my mind works i have to have at least two. cuz i was born complicated x.x
 BSPBleach · Sat Feb 12, 2011 @ 09:21am · 0 Comments |
