Aren't they just strange?I bet I could beat your strangest. My ex has the ability to erase any memory he chooses, but it comes at a price at times. Like making the same mistake or forgeting more than he asked for. I can't say much more because 1- I promised him I'ld say nothing -and 2- He probably reads these. In any case I don't want to lose him as a friend if that's what you wanna call it. Or maybe occasional enemies, but in any case I don't want to lose what ever it is. He's a fun person. Phsycotic...yes, and that makes him funny and great to be around. What sucks is when he is all about his most recent ex. It's almost like he stole a line from me that I wrote in an autobiography and he wrote in his notebook. "I love you ______ and I always will" It kinda shocked me when I read this. Hurtful... yes. There is just a part of you that never really heals. That is until you find someone new. And I think I have one. My problem is its a constant struggle over who owns my heart. But if I had my ex's ability I wouldn't have any problem. Speaking to Deathsgoodside helps me keep things painless, its the blasted memories that are getting me. He chooses to forget, while I choose to remember because I hate having lost time. I like knowing where I've been and who with, but everything comes at a price. Mine is pain, but thru it I've had awesome songs emerge. Before it they sucked royally. Pain and anger make the best ones. The ones I made about love the first time I was faced with it sucked. I'm not even going into that. Lets just say Dr. Suess rhymes were better. My song rhymed but in a bad way.
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