My feelings all jumbled
They hurt like pins
Every emotion
Every twinge
Every burn
Every hint
Your seldom sweet words dont work
Atleast not anymore
Crazy as it sounds
I feel all on my own
The person you once thought i was is now gone
While the new degrated self-hating me
Is now threatining the position of loneliness
Your by my side
But greedy i have become
For perfection is my achievement
In this small shallow world
My envys sticks out like a sore thumb
Isnt it obvious?
How the way your not here every second means your not all mine?
The mind wanders places
Places unspeakable
Unmentionable
Pondering not just on you
For my wondering eyes are the cause
Lust is the final explanation
Perfection at its peak
Truth be told, i work for nothing but the best
I am who i am
Pride shows through my teeth
I wish for no more
Screech the voices
Lungs shrill on the highest notes
Anger piles out
In sadness
In pain
In hate
S is for the sinners choice of the day
L is for the laziness chosen
O is for the over exagerattion of life
T is for the truth settled deep with in your lies
H is for the highest degree of interdependency
Sloth if for nothing more than a con-dependent self-loving being
Food rises up
Past the mile high mark
Gluttony takes its place
In the darkdepth of a blackvoid
Takes on the shape of a man
My crimes compliment the seven deadly sins
My damnation such as these selfish thoughts
Turn me to the only possible solution
My being, my self is the one true at fault
The error souley on my part
Feelings connected to heart
Heart connected to dreams
Dreams connected to hope
But it all stops thier...
For such a sinner hope no longer exists
Critize everything on life
On liberty
And condemn justice
Condemn is just another word for blame
But blame is all i have left
Blame is the only thing i expect
Blame nothing more nothing less
luvd_n_forgotten Community Member 
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