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Colors of my Soul
Suppression
Suppression

its an art,
the ability to shove all feelings and emotion away,
iv'e mastered it,
its a skill that comes from fear of pain,
and i can do it at the drop of a dime,
but no im tapped i cant hold anymore in,
if i do i will lose is,
i ignore it,
but its killing me,
tarring holes in my sole that i can never heal,
leaving me feeling hollow,
and eventually i will lose my self,
my true self,
the self that no one knows,
and when it happens,
there will be no going back to my former self,
but this art iv'e master is more of a curse,
for i can never quit this habit,
and i will die because of it,
most likely alone,
and right now for me,
im able to suppress that too.


Hitan ko Tenshi
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  • User Comments: [4]
    hisoka_heart
    Community Member





    Fri Feb 19, 2010 @ 03:31am


    then break the pattern and start dealing with it instead of suppressing it.


    ChibiChi99
    Community Member





    Mon Feb 22, 2010 @ 01:48am


    Oh wow o.o niice and deep poem
    you should totally go on my myspace and
    check out my poems ;D


    PsYcHo-T_T-KiTtY
    Community Member





    Tue Mar 09, 2010 @ 09:12pm


    omg never feel like this again ok franky XP i here an i think i can vouge 4 kat to but we here an u can tell us anything XD so if u ever need to tell somthing but feel alone XP I HERE XD an u can tell me anything (ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!) an ill still lovvels u jus as much XD i wanna no the real franky XP not some fake person that will dissapear eventually X)


    PixieStix_Girl
    Community Member





    Sun May 30, 2010 @ 12:05am


    the poems are good . . . but depressing . . . which is part of what makes them good


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