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Suppression
its an art,
the ability to shove all feelings and emotion away,
iv'e mastered it,
its a skill that comes from fear of pain,
and i can do it at the drop of a dime,
but no im tapped i cant hold anymore in,
if i do i will lose is,
i ignore it,
but its killing me,
tarring holes in my sole that i can never heal,
leaving me feeling hollow,
and eventually i will lose my self,
my true self,
the self that no one knows,
and when it happens,
there will be no going back to my former self,
but this art iv'e master is more of a curse,
for i can never quit this habit,
and i will die because of it,
most likely alone,
and right now for me,
im able to suppress that too.
 Hitan ko Tenshi · Wed Feb 17, 2010 @ 03:35am · 4 Comments |
