The Thundering clouds have swallowed my world My voice is weak, my actions worthless they're still there. I feel so vain I feel so worthless A horrible, despicable being. A puppet on the string that I control. I couldn't tell you "I'm sorry" I couldn't tell you "I Love You" to make things alright the words swwm pointless now when my heart weighs more than I do. My body shakes, My mind is numb I can't explain my reasons when there are none. I'm inferior- Or I feel that way compared to you. "It takes seconds to open a profound wound in a lover's heart. It may take years to heal it." I believe there aren't enough yearsleft on earth to heal the wounds I've given you. Maybe their's something in me that makes me this horrible.... I hate hurting you, but it seems I repeateadly do. My actions are in my control but everytime this happens I feel I've lost myself. I can't finish this writing there's nothing I feel I can say that makes any difference.
June Malatesta · Sun Jan 31, 2010 @ 08:49pm · 0 Comments |