Since when you got somewhat brainwashed by your.. "FRIEND"? I felt like you were.. drifting away. Like your heart isn't with me anymore. Well, sure it is.. I think. Cause you said it never have drifted away in the first place. I don't know. I'm so messed up already.
I miss you.. and I've been daydreaming without you around lately. Not that it matters. But i've got nobody to distract me from thinking so much. I'll probably come up with a lot of pimples when I go back to school. XD
So.. yeah. I think that if she brainwashed you and I didn't like it.. I could've done something. I could do somtehing other than just standing at the sidelines watching you go away just like that. Yeah.. I COULD HAVE. But I don't have the courage to actually do the tiniest bit of something. That was always what i was missing ever since the beginning. Its always because... I don't have the courage.
Is it really.. my fault that you have gone miles away from my heart?
 Moonlight Nightingale · Mon Nov 23, 2009 @ 01:19pm · 0 Comments |
