I'm no less angry or upset than I was before, although now I can successfully hide my emotions from people... Unless someone brings up the subject, or you-know-who get's much too close for comfort, such as being across the room, or in the same lunch line...
I feel confused.
I almost wish we could still be friends, but then I remember how painful it was when he dumped me. How painful it still is.
All he'd ever do, even as just a friend, would be to hurt me further.
I don't want to be hurting anymore.
Him = Pain.
A simple equation I wish I'd learned so much earlier.
