AHHHH!!!!! I can't sleep!!!! I had a horible dream that my Aunt JJ died cause of a heart attack, and my Aunt Marsha had a heart attack. She was fine, until I came to see her!! I kissed her hello and said everythings going to be alright, and she started to talk and just died!!! Right there in my arms and DIED!!! Wakeing up crying almost every morning sux!! The worst of every thing is my famlies dreams come true... On top of that my great grand pa was going to come home again, but we just found out hehas cancer!!! Plus his kidneys are failing... I cant take it!!! I really honestly think God hates me, and wants me to suffer my entier life!!!
Sarah Kaye · Wed Jun 17, 2009 @ 08:32am · 1 Comments |