Woot woot, for the first time ever I am actually deciding to create a 'blog' of sorts. Somehow, I feel less than excited. But you know, it really is about time. I've reached a point in my life where things just start to frustrate me for almost no reason at all. I know for a fact that it's usually better for me to let it all out instead of holding it all in. I'm finding it harder to let everything out to people I'm close to, because they have their busy lives and I have mine. So I figure it's best to post my thoughts here.
To be honest, I will be pleasently surprised if anyone follows this. (or views it for that matter.)
Lemme just give you a very brief history. I am 20 years of age working in a call center as a 'Customer Escalation Specialist" for a tire company. I answer product inquiries, offer warranty adjustments for product issues and basically become a verbal punching bag for irate customers and in the end tell them they're still wrong and I'm not budging. It's a dirty job but someone has to do it. That in itself is stress-central.
I just recently got out of a long term relationship with someone I knew from highschool, because there was no trust, no communication and no freedom. I began to grow distant and ended up falling for someone else. In the end, I left the situation, confessed to the other woman and now we're currently dating. Things aren't perfect but we're very happy.
Some time ago, I lost contact with someone I considered an extremely close friend and basically like a sister to me. Recently, I made contact with them again and it's like we were never apart to begin with. Strange thing is she also works in the same building as I do (but for catalog sales). Somehow, I just never came across her.
My ex and I are still good friends, although everytime we get together and hang out, I leave in a bad mood. Mainly because she still seems to treat me like she did when we were together. Almost in a way where things have to go her way and what I want is subpar. Whatever. Neither here nor there.
This is just a recap post. I just wanted to post a few things that have happened recently. To be honest, I think this journal is more of a self-help guide. I write my problems and in the course of life, write my own solutions. Sounds fun, ney?
Anyways, until next time.
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