i've been forced to think a lot more...
think about the relationships between my friends, my family, and the one closest to my heart.
all this thinking is going to send me to a young grave, i swear.
for the past few days i've been playing rock band, as the guitarist. i'm finally good enough to do hard, which suprized me a bit.
but the most i get out of that is thinking. i think better when i'm doing something else.
but yea...
one of my new year resulutions is to tell everyone important in my life what they mean to me. i'll get it done eventually. i've already started thinking about what i'm going to say.
and i noticed that my family isn't part of them. it's all my friends. but w/e
anyhow, death is louder than words it seems.
the media can put as many cute babies next to the words 'war', but nobody will support s**t as long as fewer men are comming back alive. few of the government officials have found that i suppose. it pisses me off, and puts me at peace at the same time, that so many innocent men and women are dying. i guess that this is the way things are supposed to be, because nothing is supposed to be perfect.
aye?
ahh i'm good at talking the s**t in my mind, when i know nobody reads it.
 Elle the Werewolf · Fri Jan 02, 2009 @ 04:29am · 0 Comments |
