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The thing I just wrote is about something that happened. Someone used me...And I feel abused. That person, lets call him Jim (if you have a problem with Jim so do I), Jim would've killed himself if I didn't give him hope. I miss this other person, lets call him Ollie (He's a good guy) He made me feel safe. Well Ollie isn't here anymore and Jim took his place. I want him to die like he wanted to. Kill himself. I want my life the way it was. Before I was in him "world" for lack of a better word. Yes now Kane you can call me depressed like you've always wanted. Haley and everyone else I know. It's a hard time. Too many things happening. Too many problems. Too much. I'm not a depressing person. I'm just really unhappy in life right now.