Okay so i post a lot i know.......im addicted to it.....i like getting whats on my mind out tho. Then my head doesn't do what its been doing for a few weeks....overloadddd. Its very annoying when you feel like you just can't think when really you're thinking way too many things at one time. Which is why i write so damn many times hah.
Anyway, I think im over thinking everything that has to do with guys and my parents....Its always guys i know...but hey i think about it a lot i can't help it. I want to tell them everything...But i can't. Im yelled at and nagged enough about my disaster of a room and my school work, i don't need anymore. I mean i like a guy....so what i should quit worrying about what CAN happen and just focus on whats already going on right? I always used to say to my ex that we needed to quit worrying about the future and focus on whats in front of us. He never listened tho...eh ******** him. But now im pulling a Jon (my ex). Meh i guess i should stop huh? its not really getting me anywhere anyway.
Hah...i think last night was one of the best nights. I've never felt the way i do about a guy before. Im all ticklish inside and overly happy. And i've had a lot of different feelings with a lot different guys. Lets just say i really freaking love it.
And im like way in love with that song In Space right now. and Lovebug by the jonas brotherssss hahaha 3nodding whee
Anyway im done worrying about everything for now. Im finally happy and i really don't want that to change....ever...
"Now im speachless over the edge and just breathless i never thought that i'd catch this love bug again. Hopeless, head over heels in the moment. I never thought that i'd get hit by this love bug again."
 Drop-Dead-Dinosaur · Mon Dec 01, 2008 @ 07:00pm · 0 Comments |
