i think i night know why Gary hasn't been picking up his phone. I'm guessing he's either mad at me or he's finally realised he doesn't feel the same about me anymore. He doesn't love me. He's been ignoring my call all day along with my text messages. If he decides to go tonight, i wont mind. watever he wants, i want. So i guess tonight is my last night talking to him. I'm gonna try not to cry and go back to the me he hated and Jake and everyone else liked. And to think i believed I had my old happy life back with him. This sucks. sad