yes today i am talkign about my health. Why? mostly because a friend asked me and after i answered say i'm sluggishly getting better, i get a dizzy spell. I haven't had one in a while so I had something ot drink and eat. Still dizzy but i'm to it. Why am i sayign this?
my health has never great. I'm accident prone and so it's hard to maintain a certain place in health adn expect to keep it. I'm clinically depressed and hide somewhat well. I don't take anti-depressAnts because they're only a placebo that makes you think that you're happy whn you're not. I'm under 100 pounds (89.923 pound to exact) and still dropping weght like no tomarrow. yes i hate it and yes i stopped caring thinking it will pass. well it's not so i get to go see a doctor later next month. yay....
i see a therapist twice a week and get nothing from it. i see a doctor or in the e.r. at least five times in three months, and yet you would think, all this time i spend in the hospitals and thearpists offices i'd have better health than i do. Oh well, keep trying and pray one day you reach a goal.
 Island Tomboy · Tue Nov 18, 2008 @ 09:20pm · 1 Comments |
