Well, I lost both of my jobs.... One because the place closes for the winter, and the other because I am a psycho.... Well, whith that behind us now, I guess it is now safe to say that I am a full time artist. I have been working with inks, and it's alot of fun.... wow, that sounds retarded. Well, it is fun, for the simple fact that I have less control over the subject matter, so any mistake that is made isn't my fault. I love it. At least I don't have a money problem, but I do have to find another job soon. I don't drive, which means I don't need gas, and I don't pay much bills, so there's some money in hand right there.
I feel kinda hollow without a job thought.... I mean.... so much spare time and freedom..... Now I listen to alot of Marilyn Manson, Rammstein, and Oomph!! while painting in my basement. Remember when I was talking about Breann? Well just ******** that idea right now, because it's not happening. I guess my life just wasn't supposed to include happiness. My doctor put me on Paxil, so now I don't care what happens in my life... Me and my friends were almost in a wreck on the interstate, when he lost control of the car on a slick road... and I didn't really care. I just held onto the door, put my hand on the drivers shoulder and told him to stay calm, everything would be ok soon....
oh well...
You know, the world is a beautifull place... But it's people like me that make you realize that it isn't.
If you'd like to check out some of my art, check out my blog on www.myspace.com
Sorry for the sucky entry....
-Aaron
 Lewa Greenleaf · Sat Oct 08, 2005 @ 07:03am · 1 Comments |
