yes i'm on anti-depressants. yes i've had drug overdoses. yes it was painful. yes i've been in worse state than that.
no i didn't like it. no it was not fun. no i hated being in the hospital for two days. no to everything about hospitals.
yes i've been in the white room. yes i was in there with a straint jacket. yes i've gone into cardiac arrest and survived. yes to certain things.
no i didn't choose to be like this. no i didn't choose to go where i went. no i didn't choose to take the damned pills.
yes i'm a suicidal. yes i'm addicted to the anti-depressants. yes i hate asking and answering all these questions i'm giving myself.
-I forgot my name.
*This is close to what it's like in my head. It's more organized than my head is though.
 Island Tomboy · Thu Sep 25, 2008 @ 03:07am · 0 Comments |
