Falling fast and hard
The ground is waiting for my plunge
Into the unknown I go
Hoping maybe he will see
The person that I'm trying to be
Sitting alone in my room
Thinking of ways to dull the pain
Can't do what I always did do
Can't do what I always want to do
I don't have the drugs
And the razor is the thing I cant do
So what is left
That is what I ask
I'm just hoping that he will see
The person that I'm trying to be
Sharp objects all around
But they stay put down
The reason for this change of heart
All of a sudden, you ask?
He showed me there is more to life
More than just blood and bone
The scars will last forever
But hopefully so will this decision
The one to never pick up another razor
And put it to my skin
for as long as i live
I'm just hoping that he will see
The person that I'm trying to be
Just hoping that he'll notice
There will be no new scars tomorrow
 2Insane4You · Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 02:33am · 0 Comments |
